We'll be brothers again in our next life!!
Why does my marriage always end in failure?
It's been over 20 years, and almost everyday I am experiencing the pain of not being with you.
If one day, we could no longer find each other,
then let's come here to meet.
He hides his emotions. When he works, he is very organized.
My first impression was not wrong.
Song Jie has pushed me to the very edge.
We can't be together in this life, but I will look forward to the next life.
I hope that we will really last forever.
I know in this lifetime you have only Zhang Hao Tian in your heart.
I don't love you. That's the only reason.
I have always hoped that I could hold you like this one day.
Timing and Subtitles by The Ladder Of Love Team@Viki
The Ladder of Love
Episode 58
Doctor, you must complete the surgery soon.
Yes. Right, there was something else to tell you.
You guys must make sufficient mental preparation.
Due to the collision which caused the miscarriage,
she might not be able to be pregnant from today on.
When she awakens, you must help her.
That would be positive for her body's recovery.
Chairwoman!
He Min! He Min.
Zi Han has become like this now.
Tian Cheng, what have we done wrong?
Why do the gods have to do this our son and daughter?
He Min, Zi Han was already lucky to be able to get her life back.
But, every woman was born with their motherly nature.
If she has a family in the future, she must want her own child.
If she sees somebody else holding their own child,
she would definitely be upset.
Dad, Mum.
No matter how Zi Han becomes in the future, I will still marry her.
Who is your mum and dad? Don't think that just because Zi Han is like this,
you could move us with just a few good words,
that we could believe you, that we would let Zi Han marry you.
Stop dreaming!
In the future, leave the Song family and stay far away from our Zi Han!
Chairwoman He, since Zi Han has become like she is now,
I think you should accept reality and agree to her marriage with Lu Feng.
Otherwise, do you think Zi Han could still marry with how she is now?
Who would marry an infertile woman?
Luo Shan, what did you say?
Say that one more time!
I'm just saying the truth.
Chairwoman He, don't let your wilfulness delay your daughter's lifetime of happiness.
You shut up!
Even if the whole world's men have died,
I will still not let my daughter marry this monster!
Lady is waking.
- Zi Han! - Zi Han! - Zi Han!
-Zi Han! - Zi Han.
Zi Han is awake.
Zi Han!
Mum, where am I?
This is the hospital.
Lu Feng, our wedding...
Zi Han, you got into a car accident.
You were lucky that nothing big happened.
Don't worry, everything will get better with mum beside you.
Why does my belly hurt so much?
Zi Han, listen to me tell you slowly...
Shut up! It's not your turn to speak here.
What use is there in you making such a caring face?
Zi Han got a miscarriage, she can't be fertile anymore.
Any good words you say are for nothing!
Mum.
Mum, what did you just say?
What miscarriage? What can't be fertile anymore?
Zi Han, listen to mum,
this is only the doctor's initial diagnosis, the confirmation diagnosis still hasn't been done yet.
But believe mum and dad,
we will definitely find the best doctor to cure you, you will definitely get better.
Impossible. Impossible, I don't believe it.
How could I have had a miscarriage? How could I be infertile?
- Zi Han! - I don't believe it!
- Don't be tense, don't be tense!
I don't believe it!
- Zi Han. - Impossible!
Zi Han, calm down and listen to me.
Whether you are fertile are not, I will still marry you.
You're all liars.
You're all liars! I don't believe it!
You're all liars!
Lu Feng, why are you still so fake and acting now?
Zi Han became like this now all because of you!
Impossible, impossible!
Zi Han, everything was my fault.
If I didn't let you go to the wedding venue alone, this wouldn't have happened, our child wouldn't be lost.
I'm as sad as you. But I guarantee you,
no matter what it becomes in the future, I will still marry you. Believe me.
You liar! You liar!
Zi Han, I swear,
as soon as you get out of the hospital, we will get married immediately. Alright?
Believe me.
Be good.
Sit down.
So you're Da Yang Corporation's Vice Chairman.
Is it very unexpected?
A bit.
If you use your inheritance for your father's business
to discuss the cooperation, then it's ours.
Since the beginning, I've never been interested in Long Wei.
Although it is my family's business,
but I can't not say, that Long Wei is definitely not your best choice.
Is it because Long Wei's Chairman is Lu Feng?
Even if he's not my enemy,
I do not agree with this person's actions and behaviour.
Compared to him, I admire Zhang Hao Tian more.
Are you advising for me to cooperate with Lang Yue?
You can think that.
Rather than dancing with the wolves, why not march with galant steeds?
This child is so cute, how sweetly he smiles.
Lu Feng, you're back?
Look, which one do you like? I'll hang it up.
Are you ill? It's not as if you don't know about Zi Han's current condition.
Yet you still buy these on purpose. Do you think the situation is not bad enough?
Why are you saying that? Who said I bought this for Song Zi han?
I saw that Le Mei's belly is getting bigger and bigger.
Although you two have divorced, but the child in her is still yours, right?
You're about to be a father, you still haven't done a bit of preparation.
I bought this baby products with sincerity. Don't mention gratitude,
you're still so mean to me. Good people don't get their good paybacks.
You mean, you bought this for Le Mei and my child?
You still remember that child is yours?
You're about be a father soon, you still haven't done a bit of preparation.
Why are you men all so careless?
But it's good that you have such a good partner, me.
Look, for wearing, to use and to play, I've bought it all.
From what I see, the child must be a boy looking at the shape of Le Mei's stomach.
So all I've bought were for boys.
So that your dignity won't be hurt, right?
Look, doesn't this child look so similar to you?
I'm guessing, your child will look like this in the future.
But unfortunately, you've divorced now,
it's unknown whether Le Mei will let her child acknowledge you as his father.
What are you saying? The child is mine, so it's mine.
Whether he acknowledges or not, his blood is still my blood.
Then don't forget,
that Chu Yao Hui is only missing now, his life force is very strong.
If he could come back alive, guess who Le Mei will choose?
Chu Yao Hui has always been sincere to Le Mei,
he won't mind whose this child is.
If they got married one day,
then does your child have to change his surname to Chu?
Enough! Don't talk about it anymore.
Lu Feng, I only want to remind you,
don't ever let your enemy hold your child.
Otherwise, you can only watch your family's flesh and blood
become Chu Zhen Hua's heir.
If that's the case, then it might be the Chu Zhen Hua's revenge.
Enough! Leave when you finish talking.
- I'm only doing this for your own good. - Get out!
Chu Yao Hui, whether you're dead or alive,
I must find you.
I will get back on a taxi after the examination.
Zhang Le Mei, why are you here?
I came to do a pregnancy examination.
Why are you here?
You really know how to act. Did you not know I was leaving the hospital today?
You stayed in the hospital?
Why are you so able to act?
You knew I was leaving the hospital today, yet you still came to appear in front of me with your big belly.
Are you reminding me that you're fertile and I'm not?
What?
Zi Han, I didn't mean that, I didn't-
Leave! I don't want to see you.
Zi Han, don't be like this.
Perhaps Le Mei really didn't know.
Dad, how could she possibly didn't know? She must have come to anger me on purpose.
Zhang Le Mei, my daughter just left the hospital, don't come to irritate her.
I didn't.
I forgot to tell you, Lu Feng and I have registered to get married.
Even if I am infertile,
I will definitely not let Lu Feng recognise your child when he's born.
I've never thought about these.
I only hope my child could be born fine.
Dad, Mum, let's go.
Zi Han, slowly.
Timing and Subtitles by The Ladder Of Love Team@Viki
Child, you need to be good.
Don't be afraid.
Mum and Uncle are both expectant of your birth.
Even if you don't have a father,
mum will not let you be alone.
Le Mei!
Le Mei,
you need to take care.
Yao Hui? I knew it would be you.
I knew nothing would happen to you.
Le Mei.
Yao Hui, where have you gone in this time?
Do you know how worried we have been?
I'm sorry, Le Mei. You've been worried.
What troubles you? Why do you hide from us?
How is your injury? Is it better?
It's fine now.
Yao Hui, I'm sorry.
I've hurt you.
This wasn't your fault.
It was all Lu Feng, I will never let him go.
During the days I weren't here, has he picked on you?
I've already divorced with Lu Feng.
I want to give the child a peaceful family, I don't want to be in contact with him anymore.
So I'm begging you,
I'm begging you not to entangle with him anymore, please?
Was he really willing to divorce you?
He has already married Song Zi Han.
This bastard, how many people will he hurt before he gives up?
No matter how it is, I've found you now,
I will never let you leave me anymore.
Yao Hui, I need you.
He also needs you.
Le Mei.
I need to go.
I just used your phone to send a message to your brother.
He should be on the way here.
You need to be brave.
For the child, you need to live more courageously than anyone else.
Don't worry, when the time matures, I will come back.
Believe me.
Come, carefully.
What's going on? Why is it full of baby pictures in the house?
And baby products?
This Lu Feng, he did this to irritate me on purpose.
Take all of these off! I need to take all of these off!
- Zi Han! - Zi Han, calm down! - I need to pull these down!
- Okay, okay, okay. Don't rush, mum will help you, Zi Han. - Take them off!
- Zi Han! - Zi Han!
- Come, come, come, get up. - Come, come, come, get up.
Come, carefully.
Come, sit, sit. Sit down.
Zi Han. Alright, Zi Han.
Zi Han, you child. Seriously, don't be too upset.
Even if you're really infertile,
you could adopt a child, you could still be a mother.
Zi Han, don't stay in pain any longer.
It's not good for you. Listen to dad,
since things have already happened,
you need to face this reality bravely.
Throwing a tantrum will not solve the problem.
Look at how upset you are, who will still be sad for you apart from mum and dad?
Yes, Zi Han. You didn't listen to mum in the past and had to marry Lu Feng,
that's why this would happen today.
Sine you chose this marriage,
then you could run it well and be responsible for it.
Be obedient and widen your heart.
- Dad. - Lu Feng?
Lu Feng, where did you go?
I called your phone, but you kept saying you were busy.
We only just got married, what are you busy with?!
Are you busy tangling yourself with this fox?!
Zi Han, we went to sign a new contract.
I'm working so hard only for our future.
Lu Feng!
Zi Han only got into this accident because she wanted to marry you.
If you dare act reckless outside,
don't blame me for being impolite to you!
Dad, don't be mad. I really was busy.
Even if you were any busier, you should have come on her day of release from hospital.
This was...this was my mistake.
But I really couldn't get out of it.
Can you stop making excuses for yourself?
How do you want to explain the baby pictures and these baby products?
You knew I am infertile, yet you use these to agitate me!
Zi Han, those were only from my good intentions.
I stuck on those baby photos in hopes for good luck.
So those were your doing.
You knew I am infertile, are you very happy?
Then you've really accused me wrongly.
I ran here and there, busying myself back and forth
only to give you a surprise when you leave the hospital.
Looks like my good intentions have been seen as extra.
Lu Feng! Don't bring those dishonest people to the home anymore.
Zi Han's injuries are not healed, don't make her upset.
Zi Han, since you chose this marriage,
we still that you two could live your days well.
He Min, let's go.
Hello?
Hao Tian,
how have you been?
Is the Hung Yang dealership issue going well?
There still aren't any news from Da Yang headquarters, we still don't know the situation right now.
Then...then if you're free in the afternoon,
let's have a meal.
Let's go to the same Spanish restaurant, I'll go pick you up now.
Sure! Sure, sure, sure. Let's meet later.
Timing and Subtitles by The Ladder Of Love Team@Viki
Mum will give this one to you as well.
These earrings have been separated for twenty odd years,
they're finally a pair now.
No, when Sister takes back her feelings and returns to Hao Tian's side,
they will be truly a pair.
Qiu Yan, you need to come back in full health and well.
Then these earrings could become a pair again.
On the day you marry Hao Tian,
you will the prettiest bride in this world.
Qiu Yan, mum misses you a lot.
Mum really misses you.
Hello? Zi Yang!
Zi Yang, is it you?
I was thinking about Qiu Yan just then, is Qiu Yan next to you?
Mum, see if this outfit looks like.
Wait a moment. I will call you again later.
Tian Xin, are you planning to go out?
I'm having lunch with Hao Tian.
Mum, who were you calling?
Nobody.
Was it my sister?
Does she still not want to let us know where she is?
Tian Xin, don't blame your sister.
She must have her own reason for doing this.
What reason does she have?
If she wanted to be with Zi Yang and doesn't want Hao Tian to find her,
then why did she tell Hao Tian to wait three months?
Pushing Hao Tian away every time and then giving Hao Tian hope,
does she not know?
That as long as she gives Hao Tian a bit of hope, Hao Tian will wait for her for his whole life.
Isn't Sister too much for doing this?
I don't allow you to say that about her.
She is the most pitiful person in this world.
If she didn't get blood cancer, how could she leave Hao Tian?
Mum, you...what did you say?
Sister got blood cancer?
Blood caner, this...
I promised Qiu Yan not to tell anyone.
She left so hurriedly to get treatment.
But...she was afraid that she could recover fully,
she was afraid Hao Tian would be upset and sad for the rest of his life,
that's why she's hiding from Hao Tian.
Mum! Why didn't you say this earlier on?
I've always thought Sister changed,
but I've always misunderstood her.
I also have a daughter who's suffering this much,
how could I be willing to endure this pain too?
Mum.
Alright, alright, Mum. Let's not speak anymore.
Hao Tian has stopped the car, I'm guessing he would be up here soon.
Let's not mention this anymore.
What did you say just then?
Was all that you said true?!
Hao Tian...
Why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you tell me!?
- Hao Tian! - Hao Tian!
Hao Tian, don't blame my Mum,
this was Sister's intention. Sister didn't want you to know.
Qiu Yan and I have been together for so long.
I would take good care of her no matter what sickness she has!
Did she think that because she's sick,
that I would not love her anymore?!
She knew I would love her more and treat her better!
But why did you have to do this to me?
Why didn't you tell me?!
Qiu Yan...Qiu Yan, Qiu Yan!
Hao Tian! Hao Tian!
Qiu Yan, do you know?
To hold your hand like this now, to walk with you, to talk with you,
I feel that I am the happiest person in this world.
♫I watch your face. ♫
You must remember this happiness well.
Don't ever forget it.
♫so I act like it doesn't matter♫
♫but that has made you cry.♫
Forget me, let's break up.
Could Qiu Yan have known she was ill already at that time?
Qiu Yan, tell me, this isn't true.
You've been purposefully avoiding me.
You pulled Zi Yang into this and cooperate with his to lie to me, right?
♫Why is it that only after breaking up, ♫
Hao Tian, whether you believe it or not,
the fate between Qiu Yan and I have been determined.
She returned the diamond ring to me on purpose,
and pretended to be close with Zi Yang in front of me on purpose,
she did all that so that I would give up completely,
and so she could leave in assured, right?
Qiu Yan, I've wrapped the ice inside. Hurry and put it on.
How are you now?
- Do you feel a bit better? - I'm much better.
Is it still going?
I'm fine.
How about we go to the hospital?
No need, I think it's just because it's a bit dry.
I'll be fine soon.
I said that I love her myself,
I said that I would give her a lifetime of happiness,
but I didn't even know she got such a serious sickness.
What kind of man am I?
- Zi Yang! - Come with me.
Let go of me! Hao Tian, there's nothing between us now,
you don't have the rights to constrict me.
Hao Tian, did you hear?
Qiu Yan have said it clearly, she doesn't love you anymore.
Just give up.
- Bastard! - Zi Yang!
You stole my fiancée yet you still say words like that to me?!
Hao Tian, listen to me clearly,
I am now together with Zi Yang already.
I hope you won't interfere with my life and choices from now on.
This is our last bit of respect for each other, I hope you can do it.
♫but when the words are on the tip of my tongue, it makes you cry♫
♫like your heart has been slowly ripped apart.♫
She would rather tell Zi Yang that she's sick,
so that Zi Yang could replace my position,
so that Zi Yang could take care of her and stay with her in my place,
than let me know her illness.
I am her fiancé,
I should be beside her for the whole life.
But she's unwilling, why is that?
She was afraid that I would be sad,
or is she completely disappointed in me?
Qiu Yan.
It's none of that.
It's because Sister is really loving you with her life.
How did you know I would be here?
Because you once told me that you like taking walks here with Sister.
Let me have some peace by myself.
Hao Tian.
I know you don't want others to disturb you, I only came to tell you,
Sister is really loving you sincerely and truly.
She would rather bear being wrongly accused of, than hope for that one day
when you would be sad because of her departure.
Her leaving you, not only does she have to endure a lot of pain herself,
she also have to endure her life trickling away.
Have you thought of that?
Why did she have to do that?
I really can't understand.
Since we're truly in love, shouldn't we go through troubles together?
We have to face problems together.
Why did she have to do that?
Could it be that I am only a person whom she spends good times with,
but not the times of sorrow?
Of course not.
Do you not understand Sister's personality?
She would rather suffer alone than let other people suffer for her.
Also she knows, I love you.
She hopes that I could stay with you in the future,
that's why she would bear with your punishments and withdraw.
Her goal was to let us be together.
She's really too silly.
Does she not believe in my love,
or does she not believe in the feelings between us?
Even if she has to leave me,
even if she only has a year left on this world,
even if it's a month or even one day,
I would still stay beside her forever.
Why did she think to push me to somebody else?
Does she not know I would be in pain like that?
I would really be very upset.
Why did she still have to do that?
If she doesn't come back in three months, I-
Hao Tian, you can't do anything stupid.
My heart...has already left with Qiu Yan.
I'm sorry.
I only want to be alone.
Le Mei,
while I'm not at home during this time, take good care of Mum for me.
Mum's illness have just turned for the better, she needs someone to take care of her now.
I got it, Brother. Don't worry.
Hao Tian, are you really going to go find Qiu Yan?
You need to think through it,
you don't even know where she is.
Moreover, you're going to America.
You don't know the place or people, where are you going to go?
On this world, there aren't a lot of people with blood cancer.
Even if I had to go from place to place, no matter how,
I still have to find her.
Mum.
Sister, why don't you rest a bit more?
I've already rested for a long time.
I don't want to be a soulless person anymore.
Hao Tian, you have to go to such a far place,
how is it enough with just these clothes?
Don't rush, I'll prepare some thicker clothes for you.
Mum,
I'm sorry.
I couldn't be filial to you.
Silly child, you and Le Mei are the most filial children to mum.
Don't worry, mum's illness have recovered.
Mum will become stronger and stronger.
You don't need to stay beside mum constantly.
Hao Tian, just go rest assured.
Don't worry about me.
Mum have An Ni and Le Mei here,
there are a lot, a lot of people who can stay with me.
Qiu Yan only has you.
Mum hopes you could stay with her with all your heart,
give her hope, give her courage to defeat her illness.
Mum believes,
you've gone through so much troubles,
you two must be able to make a miracle and get over this obstacle.
Mum, don't worry.
I will definitely remember your words,
I will definitely stay with Qiu Yan
and go through the most difficult times in her life.
I will definitely let Qiu Yan continue living.
- Hao Tian. - Auntie.
When Qiu Yan have decided
to get treated overseas,
I couldn't stop her in time.
I didn't fulfil my responsibility as her mother, I am still regretful now.
When my daughter needed me the most, I couldn't stay beside her.
Hao Tian,
if you see her,
You need to bring her back in full health, please?
Don't worry, I will fulfil a man's responsibility.
Hao Tian, if my Father didn't just pass away and I have to stay to take care of my Mum,
I would definitely have gone to find Sister with you and take care of her.
- Hao Tian. - Auntie?
Don't go find Qiu Yan anymore.
- Why? - Zi Yang is back.
Zi Yang is back?
Zi Yang, you've returned.
Where's Qiu Yan?
I really want to see her, I haven't seen her for a long time.
Where is she?
Qiu Yan, she...
Zi Yang, tell me. Where is Qiu Yan?
Tell me quickly,
where is Qiu Yan? Where is Qiu Yan?!
Qiu Yan has died in the hospital.
- Hao Tian! - Hao Tian!
- Mum! - Hao Tian! Li Na!
Li Na!
Impossible!
Qiu Yan, we still have a promise of three months!
She can't be dead! You must be lying to me!
- Li Na! - Mum.
Qiu Yan can't possibly be dead!
- Hao Tian! - Hao Tian, things have already happened,
you need to be strong.
- Qiu Yan! Qiu Yan! - Hao Tian!
Hao Tian, calm down!
Zi Yang, tell me, wehre is Qiu Yan?!
Which hospital is she at?! Tell me, I need to find her!
Hao Tian, listen to me.
Qiu Yan have gone in peace. I've already brought her ashes back for burial.
Impossible!
Why do you have to do this to me?!
Why are the gods are so unfair?! What rights do you have
to stop me from seeing her for the last time?!
Why won't you let me see her?! Why?!
- Brother! - Zi Yang!
Hao Tian! Qiu Yan has left,
there's no use even if you beat Zi Yang to death!
Qiu Yan! You...you're so cruel, Qiu Yan!
Don't be like this, Mum.
How could you leave us all behind?!
Qiu Yan!
Zhang Hao Tian, do you think I would be willing for this to happen?
Qiu Yan didn't want to see you all upset,
that's why she didn't want to let you see her for the last time.
Impossible.
I don't believe it, I don't believe it. Qiu Yan can't be dead.
I don't believe it, Qiu Yan is not dead!
Qiu Yan is still alive! She's still alive!
- Hao Tian. - I don't believe it.
Do you mean I'm lying to you?
Zhang Hao Tian, I'm telling you, I love her more than you, would I curse her death?
It was all because of you!
It was you, you bastard, taking Qiu Yan away from me.
You took Qiu Yan away from me!
Return Qiu Yan to me!
- Hao Tian! - Return Qiu Yan to me!
- Hao Tian! - Don't be like this, Hao Tian!
- Hao Tian! - Hao Tian, snap out of it!
Qiu Yan has died now!
There's no use even if you're any more upset!
You still need to think for the people still alive.
Do you know painful our heart are, watching you like this?!
Qiu Yan!
Qiu Yan.
What? Chen Qiu Yan died?
That's right. I attended her funeral in the morning.
Zhang Hao Tian is already in deep pain, he has completely lost it.
This Chen Qiu Yan died at quite a time.
How would Zhang Hao Tian still be in the mood to manage Lang Yue with her death?
That's why, the people will never beat fate's plan.
Looks like cooperating Da Yang's cooperation belongs to us.
My dear Chairwoman Luo, don't get happy just yet.
Don't blame me for not reminding you,
Lu Feng is now messing around with women everywhere, something will happen sooner or later.
If it affects this cooperation,
then the one laughing will not be you guys.
But it would be Song Tian Cheng and them.
Don't worry about that, I have plans for that.
Lu Feng and I are business partners seeking mutual profit.
Against women, he has his tricks. But to men, he needs to stand a side.
I won't let his private issues affect my big plan.
But I think we should call our great Chairman Lu now.
Since Zhang Hao Tian is in a bad mood now,
let's quickly take Hung Yang Club's dealership.
I really want to hear what kind of terms you could offer,
to make me sign with Long Wei with no other choice.
Long Wei will fully return all of the advocate's profits earned in three years.
You mean, all of the profits earned in three years will be returned to Hung Yang Club?
♫Once cried and once hated ♫
♫ Shrinking in the cold wind♫
♫Once cried and once hated ♫
♫ I really don't want you to cry. ♫
♫We've had too many misunderstandings. ♫
♫I watch your face. ♫
♫It's stubborn yet beautifully heartbreaking.♫
♫ I can't face it. ♫
♫So I act like it doesn't matter. ♫
♫But that has made you cry. ♫
♫There is no chance for me to explain ♫
♫The troubles in my heart, ♫
♫and the self-deprecating blame.♫
♫Love will make people break each other's hearts. ♫
♫Why is it that only after breaking up, ♫
♫ do I feel the pain in my heart? ♫
♫These tears endlessly wet your face. ♫
♫ I force myself to say goodbye. ♫
♫ But when the words are on the tip of my tongue, it makes you cry, ♫
♫like your heart has been slowly ripped apart.♫
♫ Why is it that only after leaving you, ♫
♫do I want to return to the past? ♫
♫But love is already too far away from me. ♫
♫I'll just accept all of this. ♫
♫I force myself to say goodbye,but it makes you cry once again,♫
♫like your heart has been slowly ripped apart. ♫
♫I am in debt to you. ♫
Timing and Subtitles by The Ladder Of Love Team@Viki